「いつまでも父親(ちちおや)の影のなかにいてはいけない、自分の人生を見つけねば」という焦り

Anzuko grew up into a beautiful, sensitive, and high-spirited woman. She inherited her father's literary sense and possessed a rich sensitivity. However, despite being within a peaceful household, she secretly began to harbor an impatience for independence: 'I must not remain in my father's shadow forever; I must find my own true life.'