「トカトントン」という音が響き、自分の書く小説がただの嘘の茶番に見えて原稿を引き裂いたこと

When the young man awakened to literature, holding his pen thinking, 'I will become a novelist and write a modern masterpiece,' the very moment he penned the passionate first line, the hallucination 'Tokatonton' echoed. At that moment, feeling 'the novel I am writing is merely a fake farce,' he ripped up all his manuscripts in intense collapse.