吃音(きつおん)という劣等感(れっとうかん)を抱え(かかえ)、金閣寺の(きんかくじの)絶対的な(ぜったいてきな)美(び)に執着(しゅうちゃく)した

'The Temple of the Golden Pavilion' (Kinkakuji) is a masterpiece of modern Japanese literature written by Yukio Mishima in the Showa period, depicting a blind longing for beauty and destruction. The protagonist, Mizoguchi, suffered a strong inferiority complex due to his stuttering, but his father taught him that 'the Golden Pavilion is the most beautiful thing in this world,' leading him to become deeply obsessed with its beauty.