自分がいじめられて辛いと言いながら、毎晩無数の羽虫を殺して食べて生きているという事実

Left with no place to run, Yodaka, while flying in the night sky, suddenly realized the fact that he killed countless tiny winged insects every night in order to survive: 'Even though I am suffering from being bullied by the hawk, I too am killing insects to live. How sad and ugly this is!' Oppressed by the absolute guilt of being a creature that exploits the lives of others, he completely lost the will to live.